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Rediscovering Self-Worth: A Journey from Expectations to Liberation

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Bedor Alobaidi/ Interested to ask me a question? Please go ahead. I will be more than happy to do my best in answering if it's something related to my personal knowledge. By Bedor Alobaidi photography of FIGMENT by Joelle Blanchard. Copyright  ©️  received by the photographer/artist, September 24th.2024.    Post written and published October 30.2024.  I remember once I opened the geography book and got inspired by it and then shut that book off and went to sleep right ahead, I was easily turned off by it.. I remember when I opened an art book and from the first two pages a thought jumped right out into my head only to remind me of my limited experience in this life and no matter how much I give and put out there never sounded good enough because I was not too perfect according to a professional mindset friend has ever been seeing me.  They never told me that in the face but after several months that has passed, they came to my mind out of nowhere ; special...

Emerging From the Crowd

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Bridgedo Design .. Art Decor and merch  Emerging from the Crowd  By: Bedor Alobaidi  It’s peculiar how this place teems with people... a whirlwind of chaos and myriad details, familiar faces mingling with strangers... there are so many that I’ve lost track of who they are, yet their features linger in my mind, though their names have slipped away. I can’t fathom why this unsettling pattern has repeated itself across various settings and occasions... I’ve often found myself in places and events only to feel a disconnect, as if I inhabit one world while they exist in another. The cacophony draws me in with an unsettling allure, yet it drains me in a strange and sometimes painful way... it eludes my understanding, just as it seems disinterested in comprehending me.  Detached from the frustration, my spirit wanders, scouting the space in hopes of discovering the person I yearn for. My wandering heart seeks its twin, yet it remains elusive... and in this moment, I perceiv...